I need a small favor of you. If you liked my mod, consider giving me just a few minutes of your time. I promise that this isn’t what is sounds like. Please listen to the following video, and share it with anyone you can, and ask them to do the same. That’s it.
I’m not an aspiring youtuber trying to gain subs. This isn’t a plug or an ad. The fact is that I am not a healthy person, and I have a problem that I’m trying desperately to solve. I’m actually fighting for my life, really. But no, this isn’t charity, either. All I’m trying to do is start a conversation and make people think. Just listen to the video, and you’ll understand everything.
To the Nexus staff, I know how this looks, but please give me a chance. I realize that there is a rule against irrelevant and/or advertising forum posts or comments. I beg of you to be lenient and hear me out. I have been in a desperate battle for my life and sanity for a very long time, and no matter how hard I fight, things only get worse, and no one listens or cares. Every time I reach out for help, I am met with cold shoulders, deaf ears, and immediate banning. I realize that this is not the appropriate place for this. Trust me, I’m not blind to that, but I’ve tried the appropriate places and channels for years, and nothing works. Please don’t just tell me to go to Better Help. That’s not what I need. I need this message to be heard, and believe it or not, this is truly the best and only place that might help me spread this message. My mods are the only things I have ever posted online that have gotten any views or attention. It’s the only thing I’ve ever had any amount of success with. I’m trying this because I’m desperate and it’s a last ditch effort.
However, despite all that, I still wouldn’t ever dare use this platform for such a purpose if I wasn’t a serious mod author. I would never make an account with an ulterior agenda, and I would never dream of posting some bogus, garbage mod just for the purpose of linking this video. That wouldn’t help, anyway, as no one would look at a garbage mod. I am indeed a serious author. I am very passionate about Skyrim modding. In fact, it’s really the only thing keeping me going at the moment. One look at any of my mods should make it abundantly obvious that I am a serious author with a commitment to quality. I would never, ever attempt to commandeer this platform for irrelevant, inappropriate purposes. I make legitimate, quality Skyrim mods that I am proud of. I am taking a great risk to ask this small favor of the community because I am truly desperate, and out of options. I’m terrified to post this, but the feeling of despair and hopelessness of not trying is worse. Please—this place and my mods are everything to me; please allow me to stay. Please, I beg of you, be lenient, give me a chance, and don’t take away the only thing that gives my life purpose anymore. Please, at least do what no one else has been willing to do—listen to the video. Consider my words before taking disciplinary action. Just give me that much.
To the community, please do not post anything whatsoever about the video here. Keep all posts relevant to this mod. I’m not supposed to be doing this as it is, so I can’t have the comment section derailed. Resist the temptation to say anything about the video here. That will only make trouble for me, as I’ll have to hide the posts. Just listen to it. That’s all I ask. Thank you.
P.S. The video is a bit old now, but it's still valid. Nothing has changed. Every day is a fight.
Hey, I sent you a message on here, but it seems that Nexus messages glitch and aren't giving people notifications that I've sent messages. (Though, if you've already read it and don't want to bother, don't worry about it.)
Also, I love this mod! It's highly compatible and I think ice cold Windhelm is the perfect place for a cozy coffee shop. I use a lot of food mods to go along with my hardcore survival build and shops like these blend nicely. I use other mods to add the new foods to this place and other shops, so they have all the relevent themed food to work with my load order. A very nice shop! Thanks so much for this mod!
Love this mod! We could certainly use more coffee shops in Skyrim. I was hoping you would be so kind as to make some sort of compatiblity with Pit Fighter Faction https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/22513? I think the entrance's are overlapping each other. If at all possible that would be amazing but I still am happy with your mod regardless. Thanks!
Clearly, the patrons are jittery from the coffee. Speaking of which, plantable coffee beans and tea plants along with recipes for brewing your own coffee and tea would be wonderful.
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I need a small favor of you. If you liked my mod, consider giving me just a few minutes of your time. I promise that this isn’t what is sounds like. Please listen to the following video, and share it with anyone you can, and ask them to do the same. That’s it.
https://youtu.be/a-Uh7kenedI
I’m not an aspiring youtuber trying to gain subs. This isn’t a plug or an ad. The fact is that I am not a healthy person, and I have a problem that I’m trying desperately to solve. I’m actually fighting for my life, really. But no, this isn’t charity, either. All I’m trying to do is start a conversation and make people think. Just listen to the video, and you’ll understand everything.
To the Nexus staff, I know how this looks, but please give me a chance. I realize that there is a rule against irrelevant and/or advertising forum posts or comments. I beg of you to be lenient and hear me out. I have been in a desperate battle for my life and sanity for a very long time, and no matter how hard I fight, things only get worse, and no one listens or cares. Every time I reach out for help, I am met with cold shoulders, deaf ears, and immediate banning. I realize that this is not the appropriate place for this. Trust me, I’m not blind to that, but I’ve tried the appropriate places and channels for years, and nothing works. Please don’t just tell me to go to Better Help. That’s not what I need. I need this message to be heard, and believe it or not, this is truly the best and only place that might help me spread this message. My mods are the only things I have ever posted online that have gotten any views or attention. It’s the only thing I’ve ever had any amount of success with. I’m trying this because I’m desperate and it’s a last ditch effort.
However, despite all that, I still wouldn’t ever dare use this platform for such a purpose if I wasn’t a serious mod author. I would never make an account with an ulterior agenda, and I would never dream of posting some bogus, garbage mod just for the purpose of linking this video. That wouldn’t help, anyway, as no one would look at a garbage mod. I am indeed a serious author. I am very passionate about Skyrim modding. In fact, it’s really the only thing keeping me going at the moment. One look at any of my mods should make it abundantly obvious that I am a serious author with a commitment to quality. I would never, ever attempt to commandeer this platform for irrelevant, inappropriate purposes. I make legitimate, quality Skyrim mods that I am proud of. I am taking a great risk to ask this small favor of the community because I am truly desperate, and out of options. I’m terrified to post this, but the feeling of despair and hopelessness of not trying is worse. Please—this place and my mods are everything to me; please allow me to stay. Please, I beg of you, be lenient, give me a chance, and don’t take away the only thing that gives my life purpose anymore. Please, at least do what no one else has been willing to do—listen to the video. Consider my words before taking disciplinary action. Just give me that much.
To the community, please do not post anything whatsoever about the video here. Keep all posts relevant to this mod. I’m not supposed to be doing this as it is, so I can’t have the comment section derailed. Resist the temptation to say anything about the video here. That will only make trouble for me, as I’ll have to hide the posts. Just listen to it. That’s all I ask. Thank you.
P.S. The video is a bit old now, but it's still valid. Nothing has changed. Every day is a fight.
Also, I love this mod! It's highly compatible and I think ice cold Windhelm is the perfect place for a cozy coffee shop. I use a lot of food mods to go along with my hardcore survival build and shops like these blend nicely. I use other mods to add the new foods to this place and other shops, so they have all the relevent themed food to work with my load order. A very nice shop! Thanks so much for this mod!
I hope things will improve for your situation soon. <3
https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/61632