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On the 10th of may I had an adenotonsillectomy. It went well, however on the 14th of May I was rushed to hospital coughing up serious amounts of blood and giant blood clots (the pictures would make quentin tarantino jealous). It turned out I had an arterial bleed in my throat. I had to have a blood transfusion and then go back in for more surgery. I've been very tired and sore and frustrated, but I'm slowly getting better. It was the scariest experience of my life and could've been fatal if my mum hadn't been close by. I'm hoping to just relax for the next twelve days until I go back to work and hopefully release a couple of personal mods that a few people might be interested in.
I hope you're all doing well! what mod have you been loving lately? If I had settlement menu manager I'd be all over The Cozy Scavver!

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  1. hammersmcp
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    Frighteningly close call. Hope you're feeling better now. Thanks for the link. I will definitely try it out. (really glad to see an .esl - running out of mod space.) Recently downloaded Heaven's Four Poster Beds.
    1. femshepping
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      I am, thank you :)
      Oh! They look so cosy. Thank you for the link <3
  2. UndeadSmile
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    Get well soon! A little patience and everything will be alright!
    1. femshepping
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      Thank you! I’m a very busy and active person so being too weak and sore to even vacuum the house has been quite challenging! But you’re definitely right, things are slowly getting there :)
  3. Stavetskaya
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    The news is really scary, but I'm glad you are ok now! I was passing thru such surgical operation when I was 6 years old, and even that time it was painful and take a huge amount of time to recovery. So, as AntaresParallax said - do not rush to mods releases until you get better if it does not have a therapeutic effect)
    I will pray for you and hope you will be fine and healthy. Hug you gently, from Russia with love!
    1. femshepping
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      Oh my gosh, it must have been very scary at 6 years old! Pain is always awful but especially when you're a child :(
      Thank you for your kind words, Stavetskaya <3 <3
    2. Stavetskaya
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      You are always welcome, my dear friend! <3 <3 <3
  4. FastBlackCat
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    Jeez, sorry to hear this and how terrifying for you. Hoping you mend quickly!

    P.S. Still very happily using your Salem Coastal Island!
    1. femshepping
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      Thank you! It's been a slow slog but I can swallow food without groaning and swearing now so that's an improvement, hahahaha.
      Yay! I'm glad it's aging well and still a staple in your game <3
  5. deleted21706164
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    I'm just a stranger, but I'm sorry for what you went through. Events like that are terrifying and humbling: to be reminded in such a raw, tangible way how fragile we are can take a huge toll on both our bodies and our sense of self. I think the emotional healing from such things is too often sidelined, as we are more eager to deal with tangible symptoms and feel physically healthy again. So, don't worry about releasing mods, unless that's therapeutic.

    As for mods I've been loving: I've been knocking out walls and renovating lunokakto's Scenic Apartment into an art deco, Institute/Railroad double-agent spyhouse. I just discovered all of the glorious lighting toys in SOE, and have mostly been pulling decorations from Creative Clutter and your classy-as-hell Minimalist Homewares.
    1. femshepping
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      Thank you so much for your kind words! You're right, it was quite traumatising and mentally exhausting too!

      Ah yes!! Scenic Apartment is sooo cool, I love the aesthetic and the layout! I can't believe I've never seen SOE - those lights! Wow!! I love all of the random little things in it too, sometimes the smallest things are the most interesting ^.^
  6. Sinapus
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    Hope you feel better.
    1. femshepping
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      Thank you! Very slowly getting there!
  7. SomewhatWindy
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    That sounds not good at all,... your mum turns out to be a life saver,.. very lucky she was near by,...
    Take it slow,... and wishin you a smooth recovery,..
    1. femshepping
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      Thanks buddy! She definitely was, could not have driven myself to the hospital with my head in a bucket!
  8. Heaventhere
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    Pretty scary stuff and very lucky your mom was there for sure, could have turned out so different, and now that it is starting to heal I hope you take it easy and just enjoy the time off even if not totally well until you get well. :) Take Care!!
    1. femshepping
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      Thank you sweet <3 I wish I could’ve done more the week just gone - it’s so hard to sit around and do nothing! I hate feeling useless!
  9. SgtJenz
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    Good that you are OK now.
    Be very careful with your condition, ( personal experience )

    Take care.
    1. femshepping
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      Thank you!
      I knew adenotonsillectomies in adults were pretty hardcore but omg I did not think it would be this bad!!
  10. ScarletStreak
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    That's scary! Hope you're doing okay now. Take care.
    1. femshepping
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      Thank you ScarletStreak <3