So the story of this mod is a story about poor mental health and how that can really creep up on you. Hot off the release of Blazkowics I was teaming with new ideas that I could use to make bigger and better experiences with this game. I had become quite friendly with the author munkyspunk as we were both working on larger quest mods at the same time, all be it in different genres. I began working on my 1st larger story based mod concerning an AI and a virtual world. Enforcer became a side project as I wanted to make 3d things in blender as well as work in the creation kit. I was really excited about both and even attracted help from another author to help create a fully functioning law giver.
And then one morning I had a total meld down, I deleted my old profile and proceeded to cleanse my pc of anything to do with modding. This only survived as a result of me wanting some beauty shots for art station.
It was only when the dust settled that I found myself asking "what the hell just happened?" and an even more important question of "am I alright?" In my mind being depressed was something you fall into one day. Maybe there's some large traumatic event that leads to it. But for me becoming depressed was more akin to becoming dangerously obese. I was aware that I was sad and lonely from time to time but I kept telling myself that it wasn't so bad or making other excuses for it. I likewise didn't feel like my problems were worthy of talking about with my friends. Everyone's got problems right? Why make their problems worse by dumping mine on them?It was a slow process of isolating myself and letting this build up inside until one day it just exploded.
I spent most of last year learning to use unreal 4 engine and making art station pieces. Doing things I love without the grind that working in the CK can bring. But this was always here, always waiting. I hadn't just wasted my time with this but the time of those who'd stepped up to help me. And so it finally limps across the finish line. I am really proud of this. And I will be wearing the full get up when I finally head over to nuka world to execute everyone there. I am now having online sessions with a councilor twice a month and we have been working through a lot of my problems together. I'm fighting back, and I'm winning. I'm putting this here not for sympathy or to drive endorsements etc but who knows maybe my story can give others hope or maybe you'll think to just take a step back and honestly ask yourself "Am I okay?"
And with that out of the way lets get back to needless police brutality.
Initially, i liked more the old version of Dredd's attire. BUT, after i saw the movie, i begun to realize that this version is surely much more likely. Great mod, anyway.. Although for an easier localization you should title it "Dredd outfit" or something like that, i just found it by chance, for example.
Judge Death and the Dark Judges. Look him up some time. Great concept for a villain. Had the 2012 movie got a sequel it was very likely going to be Dredd Vs Death. Alas it underperformed but that just allowed it to become a cult classic.
I've found most of the comics, so now i know about judge death. Although i think he's only in the old ones. I doubt there are with the 2012 attire though.
Great mod, been using it since it came out, delivering justice to the Commonwealth :p. Any chance of bodyslide files for this? Or if someone has a link to a good guide on how to create one I am willing to give it a try.
With this being bulky functional body armor I don't feel bodyslides are necessary. I also never play as a female and don't install cbbe so I've no incentive to add sliders to my mods. If you're serious about trying yourself this is a good video on the topic. That being said I suspect you'll get pretty bad texture warping on this armor.
ever get into warhammer 40k? with this, the space marine mod and the bos to space marine mod. I play as rico frozen in a iso cube until he awakes in the darkest times in the 40k and takes up the mantel of a adeptis arbites . currently my favorite game to play lol a long time fantasy of mine. would be amazing if there was a double headed eagle option in the place of the badge...maybe a skull for the belt. lol awesome
Not a fan sorry. I've always thought Warhammer characters were over designed and the writing was very immature. Glad this mod helps you roleplay though. It's always fun to experiment with different character ideas.
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And then one morning I had a total meld down, I deleted my old profile and proceeded to cleanse my pc of anything to do with modding. This only survived as a result of me wanting some beauty shots for art station.
It was only when the dust settled that I found myself asking "what the hell just happened?" and an even more important question of "am I alright?"
In my mind being depressed was something you fall into one day. Maybe there's some large traumatic event that leads to it. But for me becoming depressed was more akin to becoming dangerously obese. I was aware that I was sad and lonely from time to time but I kept telling myself that it wasn't so bad or making other excuses for it. I likewise didn't feel like my problems were worthy of talking about with my friends. Everyone's got problems right? Why make their problems worse by dumping mine on them?It was a slow process of isolating myself and letting this build up inside until one day it just exploded.
I spent most of last year learning to use unreal 4 engine and making art station pieces. Doing things I love without the grind that working in the CK can bring. But this was always here, always waiting. I hadn't just wasted my time with this but the time of those who'd stepped up to help me. And so it finally limps across the finish line. I am really proud of this. And I will be wearing the full get up when I finally head over to nuka world to execute everyone there.
I am now having online sessions with a councilor twice a month and we have been working through a lot of my problems together. I'm fighting back, and I'm winning. I'm putting this here not for sympathy or to drive endorsements etc but who knows maybe my story can give others hope or maybe you'll think to just take a step back and honestly ask yourself "Am I okay?"
And with that out of the way lets get back to needless police brutality.
1. This mod.
2. And LooksMenu Preset for Sylvester Stallone.
Great mod, anyway.. Although for an easier localization you should title it "Dredd outfit" or something like that, i just found it by chance, for example.
Anyway, the "death" one i guess is from some comic? Becouse i think i've never seen him in the movies.
Any chance of bodyslide files for this?
Or if someone has a link to a good guide on how to create one I am willing to give it a try.
https://youtu.be/Wkwtgp3x25s
I at least want to thank you for sharing your work with the community and to thank you for reminding us to ask that most important question.
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