I need a small favor of you. If you liked my mod, consider giving me just a few minutes of your time. I promise that this isn’t what is sounds like. Please listen to the following video, and share it with anyone you can, and ask them to do the same. That’s it.
I’m not an aspiring youtuber trying to gain subs. This isn’t a plug or an ad. The fact is that I am not a healthy person, and I have a problem that I’m trying desperately to solve. I’m actually fighting for my life, really. But no, this isn’t charity, either. All I’m trying to do is start a conversation and make people think. Just listen to the video, and you’ll understand everything.
To the Nexus staff, I know how this looks, but please give me a chance. I realize that there is a rule against irrelevant and/or advertising forum posts or comments. I beg of you to be lenient and hear me out. I have been in a desperate battle for my life and sanity for a very long time, and no matter how hard I fight, things only get worse, and no one listens or cares. Every time I reach out for help, I am met with cold shoulders, deaf ears, and immediate banning. I realize that this is not the appropriate place for this. Trust me, I’m not blind to that, but I’ve tried the appropriate places and channels for years, and nothing works. Please don’t just tell me to go to Better Help. That’s not what I need. I need this message to be heard, and believe it or not, this is truly the best and only place that might help me spread this message. My mods are the only things I have ever posted online that have gotten any views or attention. It’s the only thing I’ve ever had any amount of success with. I’m trying this because I’m desperate and it’s a last ditch effort.
However, despite all that, I still wouldn’t ever dare use this platform for such a purpose if I wasn’t a serious mod author. I would never make an account with an ulterior agenda, and I would never dream of posting some bogus, garbage mod just for the purpose of linking this video. That wouldn’t help, anyway, as no one would look at a garbage mod. I am indeed a serious author. I am very passionate about Skyrim modding. In fact, it’s really the only thing keeping me going at the moment. One look at any of my mods should make it abundantly obvious that I am a serious author with a commitment to quality. I would never, ever attempt to commandeer this platform for irrelevant, inappropriate purposes. I make legitimate, quality Skyrim mods that I am proud of. I am taking a great risk to ask this small favor of the community because I am truly desperate, and out of options. I’m terrified to post this, but the feeling of despair and hopelessness of not trying is worse. Please—this place and my mods are everything to me; please allow me to stay. Please, I beg of you, be lenient, give me a chance, and don’t take away the only thing that gives my life purpose anymore. Please, at least do what no one else has been willing to do—listen to the video. Consider my words before taking disciplinary action. Just give me that much.
To the community, please do not post anything whatsoever about the video here. Keep all posts relevant to this mod. I’m not supposed to be doing this as it is, so I can’t have the comment section derailed. Resist the temptation to say anything about the video here. That will only make trouble for me, as I’ll have to hide the posts. Just listen to it. That’s all I ask. Thank you.
Option for UNP/ (UUNP) please. What about bodyslide files? When trying to put on any non-vanilla body, it will look strange :( And add some armor with a move to the "light armor" category so that it can be used for the replacer.
uhm we're not really talking about other bodies, but instead a bodyslide file and then it could fit most any bodies. even other cbbe variants. but thanks anyway
edit; as for the fireworks sticky...are u in cincinnati or thereabouts? fireworks can get nutty around there lol
I don't create Bodyslide files for my apparel mods because, quite frankly, I really don't like using Bodyslide, or especially Outfit studio, and I believe Outfit Studio is what actually creates the BS files. I begrudgingly used Bodyslide once to do all of the vanilla outfits, but I do everything else in Blender, and I avoid BS and OS if I can. Now, please understand that I'm not criticizing the quality of the programs or those who created them, but it's merely my personal preference for the UI and how they function. I just don't like using the programs, and greatly prefer to do everything in Blender. I realize that Bodyslide files are typically a standard expectation for apparel, and by not including them, my mods won't be as popular, but those are the breaks. I apologize for the inconvenience.
The fact that I'm unwilling to include BS files is one of the reasons I don't do as many apparel mods. I prefer to do animations. The apparel mods I've uploaded are items that I made my own game anyway, so I thought I might as well release them. Again, sorry for the inconvenience.
Here, you have created a heeled boots mod that goes with nearly any outfit yet is not reliant on HDT/other heels as the lack of these is no deal-killer. Although nominally a UNP user, most of the best young ladies I use are in CBBE plus-size and they looked fantastic in these boots in past adventures. Now preparing for the nth playthough, with still another life [ warrior several times, thief the next, mage for a few shots ], I am readying for a total Ranger build with shades of female Pirate armor [ black and skimpy, just like I like 'em ], using your boots. Will send up pics just as soon as I get out of Helgen and on the road..
These look stunning. I've bene waiting for someone to use Charming High Heels platforms for a thigh high set of boots! I hate to make a stupid request, can you add the High Heels Sound mod to a second pair? If it's a bother, don't think about it, just thought I'd ask if it's possible. :)
I'd love to, but unfortunately I don't have permission to use that plugin, and adding footstep sets to the creation kit is incredibly complicated, and not something I want to attempt right now. But it's pretty easy to set up yourself if you download that plugin. It's on LL. Just google "Skyrim high heel sound only for high heels" and follow the instructions.
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I need a small favor of you. If you liked my mod, consider giving me just a few minutes of your time. I promise that this isn’t what is sounds like. Please listen to the following video, and share it with anyone you can, and ask them to do the same. That’s it.
https://youtu.be/a-Uh7kenedI
I’m not an aspiring youtuber trying to gain subs. This isn’t a plug or an ad. The fact is that I am not a healthy person, and I have a problem that I’m trying desperately to solve. I’m actually fighting for my life, really. But no, this isn’t charity, either. All I’m trying to do is start a conversation and make people think. Just listen to the video, and you’ll understand everything.
To the Nexus staff, I know how this looks, but please give me a chance. I realize that there is a rule against irrelevant and/or advertising forum posts or comments. I beg of you to be lenient and hear me out. I have been in a desperate battle for my life and sanity for a very long time, and no matter how hard I fight, things only get worse, and no one listens or cares. Every time I reach out for help, I am met with cold shoulders, deaf ears, and immediate banning. I realize that this is not the appropriate place for this. Trust me, I’m not blind to that, but I’ve tried the appropriate places and channels for years, and nothing works. Please don’t just tell me to go to Better Help. That’s not what I need. I need this message to be heard, and believe it or not, this is truly the best and only place that might help me spread this message. My mods are the only things I have ever posted online that have gotten any views or attention. It’s the only thing I’ve ever had any amount of success with. I’m trying this because I’m desperate and it’s a last ditch effort.
However, despite all that, I still wouldn’t ever dare use this platform for such a purpose if I wasn’t a serious mod author. I would never make an account with an ulterior agenda, and I would never dream of posting some bogus, garbage mod just for the purpose of linking this video. That wouldn’t help, anyway, as no one would look at a garbage mod. I am indeed a serious author. I am very passionate about Skyrim modding. In fact, it’s really the only thing keeping me going at the moment. One look at any of my mods should make it abundantly obvious that I am a serious author with a commitment to quality. I would never, ever attempt to commandeer this platform for irrelevant, inappropriate purposes. I make legitimate, quality Skyrim mods that I am proud of. I am taking a great risk to ask this small favor of the community because I am truly desperate, and out of options. I’m terrified to post this, but the feeling of despair and hopelessness of not trying is worse. Please—this place and my mods are everything to me; please allow me to stay. Please, I beg of you, be lenient, give me a chance, and don’t take away the only thing that gives my life purpose anymore. Please, at least do what no one else has been willing to do—listen to the video. Consider my words before taking disciplinary action. Just give me that much.
To the community, please do not post anything whatsoever about the video here. Keep all posts relevant to this mod. I’m not supposed to be doing this as it is, so I can’t have the comment section derailed. Resist the temptation to say anything about the video here. That will only make trouble for me, as I’ll have to hide the posts. Just listen to it. That’s all I ask. Thank you.
And add some armor with a move to the "light armor" category so that it can be used for the replacer.
edit; as for the fireworks sticky...are u in cincinnati or thereabouts? fireworks can get nutty around there lol
The fact that I'm unwilling to include BS files is one of the reasons I don't do as many apparel mods. I prefer to do animations. The apparel mods I've uploaded are items that I made my own game anyway, so I thought I might as well release them. Again, sorry for the inconvenience.
Here, you have created a heeled boots mod that goes with nearly any outfit yet is not reliant on HDT/other heels as the lack of these is no deal-killer. Although nominally a UNP user, most of the best young ladies I use are in CBBE plus-size and they looked fantastic in these boots in past adventures. Now preparing for the nth playthough, with still another life [ warrior several times, thief the next, mage for a few shots ], I am readying for a total Ranger build with shades of female Pirate armor [ black and skimpy, just like I like 'em ], using your boots. Will send up pics just as soon as I get out of Helgen and on the road..
You hang in there Jim. Youve got skills...