Fallout 4
Struggle and Conflict

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(Inspired by this^)

Death.

It's a rough one isn't it...?

It's hard for our brains to accept... You see the person everyday, and then...


BANG

they're gone

She seemed fine...

When you lose somebody,
Every candle, every prayer is not going to make up for the fact that the only thing left you have is...

a hole in your life where that somebody that you cared about
used to be...







...What have I done..?



What?! I'm still alive...?

It's not worth it, and it never will be...

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  1. Musiclover542
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    I..don't know why there is like 3 quote things in the beginning...I tried fixing it but it won't go away. This set means a lot to me and I'm sure a lot of people. I have struggled with this heavily while in school for various reasons that I don't really care to explain. So I really hope you do enjoy. Also I hope I made it in time, but if I didn't that's fine because I really just wanted to get this out there.

    Alright now on to the small details. Hancock is center stage for most of it because I was traveling with him otherwise if I was thinking correctly I would have used Preston or Nick. I also feel like I could have added more pictures here and there but I just started back at a factory job and I will be putting 60 hours in this week with shifts raging from 4:30am to 4:30pm SO I'm a bit tired. After this set too I'll be switching back ENB's but let me know what you think of the Retro ENB if you've used it, because I'm just curious what others think.

    Anyway, I hope you enjoy!!! Much love to you all. You all are rays of sunshine in even the darkest and cloudiest of days. <3
  2. reveccamorikava
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    fantastic set! kudos
  3. User_42537105
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    I'm so glad I finally made it back to this set of yours. Lot of emotions are woven into this. Life is a choice we make every day. The why for it varies for everyone. Those that have had to deal with catastrophic loss may find the answer much more difficult, but as you said "It's not worth it and never will be"....find some way to conquer the demon's...they win much too often. Excellent work here. Thank you.
    1. Musiclover542
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      Thank you so very much jacoboriley. You support means the world to me especially since you've watched me grow so much. Much love to you and yours my friend! <3
  4. gordon21121964
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    Very well done , Being someone that battles with this on a daily bases , I thank you , hope I never make the easy choice ?
    1. Musiclover542
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      Thanks so much gordon. I always think of things like depression and other darker things as shapeshifters. It seems like once you have the thought or feeling once they never really go away. Some days they are as small as grain of sand and other times as the whole desert. If you're ever feeling down or having thoughts PLEASE don't hesitate to message me. Even if our times zones are way different I'll always answer! Much love to you and yours gordon. <3
  5. TheAbsoluteZero
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    Great work Musiclover, really great work! Its a joy to look in my updtates get to see wonderful sets like this. I can't remember when lol (bad memory), but I'm glad I stumbled across your screens.

    Best wishes friend
    1. Musiclover542
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      Thanks MrGoGo! Your support from the beginning means SO much to me. You've watched me grow so much and I have watched you grow too!! It's always a pleasure to see your comments and your name in my updates. SO MUCH LOVE MrGoGo! <3
  6. SomewhatWindy
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    You took me with you on that journey,.. absolutely love that you reversed the set as it were,.. :) . As much as I can understand that hangin' on to life is the most preferable option , I can also imagine that leaving your life behind can be a relieve if there is no outlook whatsoever. I've kown these people and miss them dearly, but I'm also very happy for them that the struggle they had to face every day is over.
    The message however from your set is beautifull and as true as can be and one that I support to the fullest.
    I am also sorry to read you had to go through what you describe, that makes sharing this all the more a cool and brave thing to do . :)
    1. Musiclover542
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      Thanks Windy! When it comes down to it I think sticking it out really is the best thing to do. In terrible times it may not seem like there is anywhere to go or do, but the best thing about hitting rock bottom is that the only way to go is up. At least that's how I see it. Once again thanks so much, your support means a ton! Much love!
  7. denzel4444
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    Soooo Good!
    Kudos and more! this was really touching. This is a hard subject that many people deal with day to day!
    Glad your final message was put in there! "It's not worth it, and it never will be...?"

    10/10 my Dudette!
    1. Musiclover542
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      Thanks denzel! It really is never worth it, NEVER. Much love to you my dude! <3
  8. deleted27843465
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    Very nice, you can really tell a story! Fantastic work Musiclover!!

    Yeah, it really doesn't worth it, just keep striving!

    And she is very nice too, and nice expressions, you nailed it!
    1. Musiclover542
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      Thanks so much Dave! I appreciate the support so much! <3
  9. FastBlackCat
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    Beautifully done.
    1. Musiclover542
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      Thanks FastBlackCat! Much appreciated and much love!!
  10. Reaper060389
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    i'm out of words, stunning set.
    love the expressions in this set
    Well done
    1. Musiclover542
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      Thanks so much Reaper! Much love!
  11. deexatsu
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    i really like your character, she looks super cool, not like the majority of characters with flawless faces, id just like to say, as constructive criticism of course, so please dont take it the wrong way but her eyes look a bit unrealistic, like shes wearing some of those cheap contact lenses. or maybe there is a story behind them and i dont know it.

    a great set! i love it!
    1. Musiclover542
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      Thanks! I can't really NOT give my characters scars. I think they add so much even if it's just a dumb story like, I hit my head one day. About the eyes, with Retro ENB they REALLY stick out. With my regular enb they look fine so I'm not too concerned with how they look here because I'm not gonna use Retro for everyday gameplay, but I always appreciate constructive criticism! Once again thanks so much!!