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Dear Diary,

Guess who, its me again, I know its been awhile but I need help. Cant you tell me what to do, I lay here as he sleeps and know when he awakes this will be over. Another memory to put in my book and take out many years from now and wonder if I did the right thing. my god soon there will be no room for it is full of the mistakes I have made.

Yes I know mistakes are meant to teach us a lesson.

Tell me, do I forget I know about her, do I pretend it means nothing to me, for I have no right, I do not love him, but oh I will miss him so, do I stand tall and wish him happiness or do I get up and leave and not have to deal with this now.

I can feel his soft breathe on my face, his hand on mine and it brings me fond memory of the months we have traveled together. Have you no answer, tell me why now, why has she come this red haired Altimer, what does she truly want other then him, why now? Who sent for her, why does she questions my friends about me?

Oh yes, I do think its time I found these things out don't you Dairy, yes I knew you would agree!

Never mind, you have no answers, leave me let me enjoy these last moments till he wakes so when the door closes, I may have these few moments to put away for soon he will be gone and I will be alone once again.




31 comments

  1. rcreaper2
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    WTF? That punkass thalmor wannabe's, what's he doing with Blue, girl u better throw him out of bed, someone will not be very happy if he sees you both.

    Nice lines hon.
    1. Heaventhere
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      I am glad you liked the lines hon, he is doing what he always does with Ambrosia, she has a soft place for him hom, maybe misplaced we will see, but she does have some feeling for him.. he has been there for her though some bad times, but we will have to see why, am sure soon it will come out !!
  2. buttnine
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    So romantic!
    1. Heaventhere
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      Thank you so much butt, so glad you find this romantic
  3. Kayol
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    Awww... Ambrosia, my sweetie, is so confused and filled with sorrow. Well, she may think she doesn't love Armion, but still there are warm feelings involved. That makes it all even tougher! I wish I could send Saga to her for some long hours of serious girl talk.
    Wonderfully written piece!
    1. Heaventhere
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      She does to wish she and Saga could sit and talk, she would understand the confusion she feelings and the pressure of being a woman in this land..

      I have been thinking a lot last few days about how hard it is to be a woman in Skyrim, suppose to be a warrior, fight battles with fire breathing lizards who swoop down at any time, vampires who want to take your life and not at all pleasant about it, I mean really guards at the gate and every time, they just stand there and let a vampire walk in the gate behind you... come on nut up boys and do your job.. but no they have time to tell her their stories of when they were a warrior before that horrific arrow to the knee accident they had. Tell you what boys you kill the blood suckers and I treat you to all the mead you can drink at the Inn later lmao, and listen to your tales of woe, then I take you out and let you kill the next frost breathing dragon before he freeze you solid and you can tell me I smell like a wet dog again... god. Lol and then yes this huge silver great sword on my back does look a bit like a bow yup your right I do favor the bow lmao...

      I wonder how the woman even have time to remember to change their undies every day let along look as good as they do when they out and about lol..

      lmao and then all these things are why I love this game so much, the way it makes me laugh at what I see or do every day.. play time for grown ups, who would have thought it could be so much fun lol...

      Sorry for long answer, just got started and well could not stop
    2. Kayol
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      Long answers are the best! Also, it gave me a good laughter
      I must agree with you, guards aren't probably the most skillful fighters in Skyrim... but who can blame them? As you noticed yourself, they all apparently have been crippled by arrows!
      Don't forget about their fear of curved swords...
  4. aok
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    Poor dear, so confused. What shall she do?
    Sends more brandy...for clarity
    1. Heaventhere
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      Brandy does always bring her warm feeling and clarity lol... makes her happy for sure , yes she needs to have a long talk with him and see what the heck is up, men what would we do with out them she says...
  5. greenbms
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    Beautiful writing heaven! I feel for ambrosia, poor girl needs a break!
    1. Heaventhere
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      Thank you so much green, I agree
  6. bohlingTVD
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    Wonderful shot Heaven, and a sad story!
    Poor Ambrosia!
    1. Heaventhere
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      Thank you so much Forrest, it made me sad to write it to be honest..
  7. Kamikazekossori
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    A beautiful glimpse into Ambrosia's thoughts, that swirl of emotions and memories, those doubts about making the right choice, that fear of adding to her mistakes, that wonder about what to do, I hope she does find an answer in all that, something that calms that storm in her mind
    1. Heaventhere
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      Thank you so much Kami, I am glad you enjoyed this glimpse, I am so glad that I was able to show the turmoil she feels in those moments.
  8. gucky2010
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    I would like to swap and adjacent to Ambrosia on the bed........ (Blushes)
     
    (Sorry for Mistakes in my comment)
     
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    1. Heaventhere
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      No mistakes in your comment hon, no worries, Thank you for enjoying this shot and story Kai
  9. frank213
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    The picture is wonderful Shelley.
    very nice perspective on the two.
    1. Heaventhere
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      Thank you so very much franks, so very glad you enjoyed this perspective
  10. derek98
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    I think its about time Fate dealt the lovely Ambrosia a decent hand!

    Shelley hon, please arrange this.
    1. Heaventhere
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      I know it is time, I am working on it hon, soon, I think she will find that decent hand, thank you so much for thinking of her and wanting her to be happy, means a lot